Not all sunshine - is it?
What happens when the sunshine in your life suddenly goes out and it's replaced with nothing but a dark storm cloud raining in your mind every waking moment? Whether we want to admit it or not -- there are times when we get the black dog coming to visit. It's not welcome, of course. After all who wants to admit they've got depression right? It's supposed to be a sign of weakness to be down and not have a way out of it -- no matter what we try. Oh - how wrong we are. I have depression and it sucks. It's there with me constantly. I wake up and bang I'm wondering why the hell I'm existing at all. I'm just one of the millions globally that have the brain telling me I'm sad, down and not wanting to live one more day in paradise. I'm still here. Why? I got help and I had a friend help me get back on track - thanks to a horse named Charli Jay. Here is my story and I warn you now it's raw, it hurts and it needs to be written. It started when my mum...
